Life is interesting and I am somewhere in between the eve and dusk of mine which makes it all the more interesting. Oh, I still have many of the same pressures that everyone else has, such as paying the bills, eating, personal health, etc., but I am also faced with the definite probability of my earthly demise. And it could come anytime. Am I worried about this? Well, I wouldn't call it "worry" necessarily, but it is a concern. My concerns change almost daily. Mainly because somedays I feel I am ready to go home and some days I don't. The way I handle this makes a big difference in my attitude when I feel one way or the other. In many ways, I feel that I am ready, but on the other hand, I really know I could be better prepared and more ready at any given time. I'll get into this subject more later, but now I think I will just enjoy the pleasant Arizona sunshine and relax a while with my wife. After all, I don't have anywhere particular to go right now, so why not just relax and come back to this later.